I am a creep.

I am a creep.
I have been working through some ideas in my photographs, this was the start of some new work to come.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Im so busy, and so tired.

Being creative is a burden. Sometimes i wish i could just turn it off and sell all my photo shit and be happy just working a blue collar job and drinking on the weekend, just waiting to knock someone up and throw in the towel.
I dont have it in me to give up but since i have turned thirty years old i feel like im failing cause i am not on the level i wish to be. When i catch up with friends i talk about all my photo journeys and people i have shot or who i am working with next, and it sounds exiting but really its just tiring. Photo is such an over looked medium of art. i get great feed back, a ton of blog hits but none of it is paying the bills.
I took these images in SF, editing a lot of old work and i keep coming back to these rolls. i miss shooting street but am lacking the drive to make new street work or any for that matter. i say that but i am still shooting daily and wanting to shoot myself in the face every night. i can only hope to get hit by a bus while waiting the stop and die grinding and leave my legacy as a starving artist for my mother to collect off my negatives and gamble it away, only to borrow more money from my brother to bury my ass.

enjoy these free images.

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